ME............... at last
ya know what a giant lightbulb just hit me hard in the face tonight and i suddenly turned into me again-the hard ass who does give a shit about any guy who feels that they will take everyone down with them when they fail. im not a loser nor will i ever be-i attended the best schools, have an intellectual level that far exceeds the mere mortals that recently surrond me and i will let no one take me down from the level of superiority i feel that i am on. as smug as it sounds i dont care anymore. how much crap can one tiny person eat. so yeah short and sweet im back and im stronger then ever. im movin on and moving back home! well to my home town not home. ill have my own place --mine-me me me! no friggin irritable roomie that harrasses the hell out of me-its my time to shine and i will not be dirtied by anyones bull shit. i was making arrangements to go see my flower friend earlier tonight but now i cant go spending money on a plane ticket when i need every penny to get the hell out of here. doll this is when you should enter! hahaha-in short- (so i can finally get some sleep) my angel finally grew his balls back-just in time -i got my other wish --no more weddings! haha sucker- dont worry think im cocky now- wait till i wake up tommorow with no coffe and the hurting realization that i now have to find a really good job to support my new pad sans roomie. but with determination and my thick italian head -anything is possible. and will be.. there is no failing- only success and god does it smell good!
posted by PlatinumStar @ 5/03/2006 11:11:00 PM
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