Creative Genius at work!
Last night before going to bed I went into one of those creative genius moments I get. Usually it’s the perfect moment to write stuff for my books but this time I had the urge to write a note to roomie discussing my –I don’t really know what it was just absolutely creative so I kept a copy –maybe I can strategically place it into one of the novels. Also when he left last night I found it amusing that he went and discussed this whole torrid venture with non other them the lovely liars themselves and they were all about his side of everything…well isn’t that convenient. I really can care less what Frog wants others to think of me because now all I care about is my happiness success and mental state which if you haven’t noticed has been severely f’d with this past week and in reality it’s been longer then that but what ever –here’s the letter in its entirety—I feel that it is the right time for us to put our feel forward towards the success and happiness that will be our future. We-as a “Team” see out utmost defeat. And as an athlete you should realize that it’s not always cool to be on the losing team. So it is time to throw in the final resignation papers- as is been going on for a very long time now. Our lives-separate-not together- are at definite stalemates that are both unhealthy and hurtful. The years have been long/hard/short sweet- a definite mix of all things life deals out to its unwilling victims-but now we have become victims of one another. Ending it now is not “giving up” its “giving in” before the bloodshed-which is the mature thing to do. If you do not agree nor understand-take your time-feel free to use a dictionary-and most of all find your truth-the heart/mind/soul you have hid for so long, almost forever. Just remember some goodbyes are not forever- they are just pauses between happiness and pain. ME
WOW it was deeply saturated with mostly unnecessary stuff a bit of cockiness thrown in at one point and the quote at the end masterful-how the hell I-me- made that up I will never know. I’m telling you when I get this creative surge in me and cant stop and must let it free and when I do I wake up to find stuff like this jotted down in my notebook and feel as if at some point that wasn’t me talking it was something inside me. Crazy huh?
posted by PlatinumStar @ 5/04/2006 11:09:00 AM
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